Lament of a Lover

Drops of rain surround me.

As i stand desolate and alone,

feeling the drops as they meet

the tears flowing down my face.

To be alone with my grief

I choose to be,To feel the water

of the heavens to know that i still breathe,

even though my heart seems to beat no more.

Feel differently now,

For where once i had known all the joy in the world,

Now i see around all that,that was once beautiful

and in whose midst now i seem to be left alone to feel all my pain.

I look up to the sky searching the clouds for answers,

The sunlight shimmers then in each drop

As they fall cleansing the earth

Cleansing my soul of all pain.

I realize now the truth,

You may not know,you may not care

but my heart you still keep.

Treacherous it was leaving me for the fairness of thee.

But i can still feel it beat

Right there inside of you where it seeks refuge.

I feel you now on this same earth you are,

the same drops of rain that now fall into your beautiful smile.

A smile so enchanting that it reaches through the sky,

And i see no longer alone i stand.

A million am I

Seeing you through the light of your smile in the drops that fall to your skin.

The wind in your hair

The light of the sun

The flower that blooms just to make you smile again,

In all my essence now is.

For now i follow the beat of my own heart,

Taking me to you

and till it beats till you stand below the same sky,touch the same earth,

I shall be there to feel the beat of my heart,to see the beauty of your smile again.